-visit Haw Par Villa(?!)
-jamming!!
-tour around Singapore ;p (+ taking Singapore Flyer)
-slumber pary :D
-learn salsa
-zoo/bird park (?)
-group picnic (:
-mastering the art of baking cupcakes! :DDD
-trekking
-bird watching ???
its horrible/freaky how most of the time your horoscope seems to be saying and telling you the truth. esp this week. kinda makes you face the reality though. oooh escape!
anws. pbmc is funnn! shall update more soon cause lying down now and typing in the dark is kinda hard. long story. but nvm.
you know sometimes you just feel so troubled but you have no idea what exactly is troubling you? yeah. those kind of feelings sucks ): but no im not emo. im perfectly fine with myself/life. (:
okay wth i shall go and sleep now. shall post the pics tgt with the update then (:
xoxo hanisah
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9:09 AM
Friday, May 30, 2008
well here's to a cutey junior of mine
HAPPY14THSITI NUR ATIQAH! ILYT!
LOLL!
xoxo hanisah
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8:55 AM
Thursday, May 29, 2008
you only turn 16 once.
and so thanks everyone for making today amazing HEE for all the wishes, dedications, gifts, card(applies only to my sis).
movie-d in the MORN. and we watched congkak yeah at 10.45 am. and guess who we saw!! yucks. turn off. lol. congkak was weirdly amusing (thanks ah aqilah. lol) but a lil scary cause there was like only 10 or so ppl altgt in the whole cinema and its so darn empty. aqilah insists on sitting in the middle so all the seats in front, beside and behind me were empty............................
so anw. we went shopping after tt for the stuff we needed for the party this sat tgt with hanna and rab. then lot one-d with raihan, carrying all the stuff around like some makciks. lol then then i got a haircut on an impulse (this one thanks to raihan ahhhhh) haha but im happy cause my hair's thinner now. and the service is goooood!
so went home after tt and there's this tukang urut at my house. i tell you she's damn weird/freaky. friends, if you think im weird, think twice! she was uruting my sis and telling her stuff. weird stuff. so she claimed tt there's THINGS in my body. and tt there are things in my house. she wasnt precise. well we werent tt shocked(bout my house) cause our house is beside the forest (well sort of until they cleared a big portion of it to build tt stinking sch which got the Future sch award when it havent even started) so anw. we were quite skeptical. but then she told us stuff tt made us quite shocked. cause my mum left the living room. and yknow from my living room you cant see the other parts of my house besides, well, the back of the living room. BUT she can 'see' what my mum was doing. damn freaky okayy and what she said were all trueeeeee because my younger sis checked. agn friends, if you think im freaky/weird, THINK TWICE!!
and i was actually quite touched today by the fact tt an old friend, no actually two old friends, actually did rmb my bday. one was my pri sch best friend (whom i miss dearly) and the other one was someone who had made a big difference in my life.
i miss both of them but i particularly miss the latter one. it might seem like such a trivial matter but you dont know how much it touched me. because tt person has become a much better person than i used to know. much more mature i must say. i have not seen her for over a year and i miss and love her very very much. (well, not in tt way) i miss honeybun! (: (and it doesnt help tt you remind me alot of her)
okay. soooo today's sna jr's bday! heh happy bday!
and 28th was my parent's anniversary ((:
okay im off to catch some beauty sleep now. SEE YA PEOPLE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON! (and yes yes cant wait for saturday yo!)
xoxo hanisah
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8:48 AM
Monday, May 26, 2008
aye. i havent updated for nearly a week though it feels like only a couple of days. or so.
i dont know what to say 'cept tt hol lessons start tmr. 8-3. honestly they should just make it a normal school week.
oh. and i hope more ppl actually will be coming for this sat's party thingy. i only had less than 30 confirmations out of the SEVENTY TWO msgs i sent. not incl JKs. aiyah not many ppl do come here but if your name's not here reply to me asap whether you're going or not k? (have to cater food la)
alamak pathetic nyerrrr. hahaa. okay im so bored/tired now. shall continue with my math. omg i totally have no life man.
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6:19 AM
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
that look of hurt in your eyes, makes me want to embrace you.
DID YOU FREAKING SEE OUR HOLIDAY TIMETABLE. i almost wanted to cry looking at it. i know we're taking our o's and stuff this year. but the other levels only have to come back for TWO DAYS for a few hours. and we the poor, sad, no-life kidz have to come back for TWO WEEKS from morn till afternoon. D: yes im upset. i need my own revision and study time too, you know.
feels like i have so much work load now as compared to before the exams. weird.
that look of hurt in your eyes, makes me want to embrace you.
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6:56 AM
Saturday, May 17, 2008
Lirikan matamu menawan Mempesonakan Kau ku girakan Senyuman manismu bagaikan Bunga di taman indah menyerikan Tiada kata yang dapat ku luahkan Seindahmu oh juwitaku Hanya dapat ku membayangkan Kejelitaanmu di lubuk hatiku Bagaimana jikalau semua ini Tidak lagi bersama denganku Ku berdoa agar dikau mengerti Yang ku setia terhadapmu Sayang dengarkanlah Dikaulah bidadari hatiku Lautan api kan ku renangi Hanya untukku memilikimu
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10:53 AM
dont wanna see another tear in your eye.
before its too late. Happy Donut Day yo fellow people!
the L word season 5 seems quite disappointing. cause there's alot of sex and kissing scenes and tt makes it quite boring and its as good as watching porn :0 oooh R21! not tt i've watched it fully. just bits and pieces here and there and im alr grossed out.
speaking of which. i dont understand how girly girls can fall for other girly girls. gross. you know what i mean? cause like um. lets say our sch. the typical lesbo relationship would be like, a bung or someone rather tomboyish and a girly girl tgt. so like yknow somehow we've this idea somewhere at the back of our minds tt bungs are like um, somewhat guys. so actually it doesnt look as bad. but even so falling for girls just seem so wrong. falling as in, really madly in love. haha okay, im like preaching here. but its okay and normal for all girls out there to have eyecandies now and then :P but agn, eyecandy is defined as "someone who is attractive or enjoyable to look at but has no other valuable qualities" quite sad. cause eyecandies are usually only appreciated for their looks. haha very true indeed! "girls check other girls out more than they check guys out" LOL somewhere along tt line. OKAY heck why am i even talking bout this weird topic!
i know everyone's feeling sucky over results. im no exception too. in fact i did worse than expected. i didnt do well for subjs i was expecting to. and i did considerably well for subjs i didnt expect to at all. but its sad how i see tt everyone's like blaming themselves hard because of it. i know tt everyone regrets not putting in a million times much more effort. i know tt its just natural to feel sad and feel bad. i know because i've been there 13 times ever since i entered crescent. you bet, i've been feeling remorseful over my results since the first exam i took in crescent till now. NOW.
but really i've failed to realize how far i've gone. because what i want, or everyone in fact, is perfect results, those perfect grades. we feel stupid when our friends can get that and we cant. and we start questioning ourselves and then the doubt about our capabilities grow. but i know i've come this far and there's no way for me to give up. might as well just give it my all. really, all or nothing. i've got a long way to go and im up for the challenge. its really just like a one-on-one boxing game with the O's. make sure you push it down, step on it, dont let it beat you and take over you. make sure you win, stand up tall and high, look back at the nasty opponent and smile. at least tt's what i hope. and im gonna make it possible. i will, i will.
so. just wanna let all of my dearest friends out there know, that i'll always be here for you through rain and shine, no matter how close or distant we are. i'll lend a helping hand wherever i can and whenever i can. be it in terms of studies, moral support, being your crying shoulder, anything. you name it. i'll be there. and you guys know why i'm willing to do anything i can for all of you my friends? so cliche but its true. cause I LOVE YOU (: im not very blesssed or lucky as some people cause you know i always run into family problems. and i really wont know what to do without the support of all my friends. maybe indirectly for many of you. cause i doubt i can look from another perspective of life if i dont feel the love from all of my friends. Thank you God, for giving me such a great blessing in disguise (:
okay im not making it sound like i dont love my family. in fact i love them a lot too. really.
lol so out of topic. but nvm. i shall go do some work now. and study for tmr's test :/
xoxo hanisah
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8:06 AM
Thursday, May 15, 2008
perfect stranger.
my shoulders ache like hell now. so much that it makes me feel like cryin D: really. all because of stupid standing broad jump. nat is the bestest SBJ coach! LOL she helped me alot yeahhhhhh :D im very glad with my pull ups.
okay. i have every reason in the world to be upset over my results now. i guess i need not say anth bout it huh. but we're still getting back the other half of all the rest of the papers. ''no matter what there's still hope in everything''
on a very much brighter note, I FOUND MY LOST POUCH! AND. my csp was cancelled today! AND AND. i got an A for my csp oral yo! :D
A for csp oral is a goooooood achievement (for me ah) (:
okay. i rly cant take this stupid shoulder ache anymore! GRAHHHHHH!
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8:29 AM
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
im upset beyond words. i lost my pouch! D: sucks mannn. okay. im on a mega search now (again) HELLO PEOPLE OUT THERE. IF YOU DO SEE MY POUCH PLEASE PLEASEEEEEE I BEG YOU, DO RETURN IT TO ME THANKSSSSSS. ITS BLACK AND WHITE. INSIDE THERE'S UH. my -compact powder -face cream -concealer -lip balm -face wash -BIG BOTTLE of perfume -comb
see how impt it is to me!! ahhh i cant believe my luck. IM UPSET. ): so. if you do see it pls return it to me asap kays. i'll love you forever for tt!
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9:32 AM
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
last first kiss
i have flu now. and everyone knows how much i hate having flu. hate it much much much more than anything else in the world. and i keep sneezing. bio SPA was weirdly wasnt as hard as expected. and CSP oral cracks me up. seriously. ahwells. csp orals have always been stupid. and i have the bestest csp classmates in the whole wideeeeeeeeeeeee world :D LOL
walk past and smile. noone would know anything. you wont know anything. dont stay alone. you dont know tales of that place. well, i've been there before.
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8:23 AM
Monday, May 12, 2008
woah. i just conversed with this unknown chinese man on the phone. and duh. turned out to be wrong number. but you dont know how accomplished i felt. i talked to him in chinese okay. im so proud of myself yay. after all the practice for tmr's oral. lol. plus im getting a rly bad sore throat. not surprised. i drank so much gassy drinks on fri, and screamed and shouted and laughed like nobody's business throughout the whole day. haha im going mad soon. oh & of course. HAPPY (belated) MOTHER'S DAY! :D
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9:40 AM
bio SPA and CSP oral.
can you believe it. everyone's enjoying this post exams. or maybe just relaxing. but. i have 2 tests tmr. yupp. bio SPA which will be included in the O's. so its excel or die. and csp oral. which i must do well in. cause i screwed up my paper. i still cant believe it. im supposed to do my karangan too. IF I HAVE TIME. but sad to say, no. plus. they shifted the bio SPA time. that made me pissed. cause it means shorter recess. and amath after that ): im a sad kid.
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8:44 AM
Saturday, May 10, 2008
it hurts so badly when i fall.
oh. i forgot bout the day after exams. loll. i have such an amusing company (aqilah, nat, khalie, raihan) for brunch. aqilah, raihan and me really lived up to our name as the Aimless Soulzzzzz. lol we took two whole hours to walk one big round when we could have just taken the traffic light and take less than 5 mins. ok fine we dropped by borders too along the way. i couldnt find FSF's The Final Curtain album D: i was even searching on my knees okay cause who knows its hidden somewhere. how upsetting! i cant find it anywhere even grrrrrrr. alahaiii. met ain and amira after tt. lol ain's so amusing. she's scared the light thingy at far east will BURN her skirt if she sits on it. haha okay. yeahh day was spent well. its always the best to be the Aimless Soulzzzzz no? (;
"The band's music is often classfied as indie rock and is frequently associated with the emo genre. They have also been classified as a Christian rock act due to the individual band members' religious beliefs, frequent themes of Christianity in their lyrics, their association with the predominantly Christian Tooth & Nail Records label, and their performances at Christian-themed festivals such as Cornerstone.[1]Despite these associations, the group often claimed not to be an explicitly Christian band, but rather a rock band with Christian members"
they're normal! HAHA they're the love (: go listen to Bleed and The Sound if you ppl out there havent, my all time favourite. ((:
xoxo hanisah
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10:28 AM
ice ice baby
okay. im quite amazed at myself at how i can be so angsty at one moment and so relaxed the next. yest was probably one of the most awesome days i can rmb ever since the start of this mundane year. oh gawd.
so hmmm had learning journey in the morn. nth new or interesting. ate nicer pratas at this coffeeshop. amira, raihan, genelle and aisah were complaining bout their brothers when su suddenly ran up to us, proudly screaming bout her brother appearing in the newspaper. LOL. me and liy were laughing.
reached sch an hour early. me and raihan raced to the toilet hehe then played basketball and was perspiring like crazy. Cicaks VS Tikus. lol.
all these rly felt like pri sch days. i miss i miss i miss.
WGB came yo! ahhhh the loveeeeee man. right amira? :D the sch's so dead its so sad and annoying. refuse to elaborate on this. (but you should know by now from friends blogs) super great company, great music, great/cute singer (;
then rushed home and met agn for crezawards. perspiring like mad while waiting but its okay cause...NYAHAHA. crezawards was the best one in all the four years that i've been to. i couldnt ask for a greater company man. singers were good.cheered and clapped so much for friends my arms seriously ache okay. but worth it (: cause su won 2nd for singing, nazeera also won 2nd for dancing and the nc ppl won 1st for dancing yo! ahwells. kelly, emira and X might not have won but im so proud of them too ((: oooh then that guest performer sang im yours! i still love tt song to bits.heh i love khalie my second singing partner! and goddddd haha they played Real Love during breakk ahh i love tt song to bits too! oh yeahh we grooved alot too at the side i swear all of us were very high then. AND i was half blind throughout the whole thing so i couldnt rly see interesting ppl or the performers clearly. which is sad. ): then the last guest performers are so ERRRR. they cant sing or play properly (their drums are too loud. voice drowning in all the noise) "crussssssss crussssssssss crusssssssss" LOL i tell you, its so traumatic i'll be traumatized whenever if i listen to tt song agn. HAHAHA. even roslina agreed with me on this okay!!
so. thanks aqilah, siti, amira, raihan, khalie, nat, attiqah, liy and amanda for the great awesome company.
okay yay my post is very long now and my blog looks very filled (: oh yeah. i like my new skin! heh cute noooooo? and nooo. apple's not a person btw if you're wondering. the exams just made me develop this weird, unexplainable love for apples. :D i ate them like almost everyday ever since the exams started. goshhhh. go red apples, go green apples!!!!!!!
LOL so retarded
just three steps away. but i didnt dare say a word. looking back, it feels so different. all those talk about just being yourself. its total rubbish. cause if you really do be yourself, you'll face a risk of losing what you want, whats precious to you. but in my case, i know i'll lose you if you know the truth.
xoxo hanisah
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9:51 AM
let go of my hand, dont lead me on.
THANKS FOR CRUSHING MY WORLD, THANKS SO MUCH AH. TOO BAD, YOU'RE TOO BEAUTIFUL FOR ME TO STAB YOU IN THE HEART. SO LETS GO TO SOMEWHERE FAR WHERE KILLING IS NOT A CRIME AND I'LL PUSH YOU OFF THE CLIFF.
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9:31 AM
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
guide me through;
i just have to write this down cause it bugs me.
Ms C, im sorry. im sorry for everything, really. i screwed up paper 1 damn bad, im sorry if i get an f9 for it. i tried to make it up by working hard for my paper2. but somehow something inside me tells me that its not enough. i shouldnt have any high hopes, but i really hope i'll make it. i've never felt that i've let any teacher down worse than you. in fact i can honestly say that i've never felt like i've let any teacher down even. im feeling so guilty right now. you believed so much in me, you've helped me so much. but i chose to put in only half of the effort you want me to. by the time i regret it, i guess it's alr too late, since paper 1 was alr over days ago. stop being so nice, will you. it adds to my guilt even more. if i were rly to fail my amath mids overall, i swear to you i'll work super hard, and make you proud by getting for you an A for my prelims. i'll make you proud. this i promise you.
xoxo hanisah
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8:27 AM
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
im sorry no other words harder to express than this. i really am. you must know this. Time confuses me. Time makes things harder to accept. im sorry this had to happen now. i hope it doesnt affect you. well, doesnt affect you that much at least. just ten steps away but it feels like miles things are just not the same as it used to be years ago god bless you. from the bottom of my heart, again im sorry&i love you.
4. scroll down and you'll get what i mean.
foolish games
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9:18 AM
Friday, May 02, 2008
memories that will never fade
so i was organizing the photos in my tablet and oh my. i found so many pics! some here:
this was seriously like a matter of life and death yayee my grp is awesome! MNS rmb? half of the malay kampong in s3 (: raya outing with gee1 peeps yo! oh'six dikir. I MISS! these are my gay(happy) friends in sec2 :DD i miss this whole clan! i rly think this pic is damn damn cool. i like belly much. raya outing! oh'seven Mat Cowboy crew babeh! oh'five i miss amanda i miss shyan i miss them ): winners of the cheer competition :D 1gee1 oh five lol didnt rmb this pic. aisyah with emo pose?! dont rmb this pic either. i likeeeee this pic! EH. sec one, term 1 class party. LOL class outing (: the pink attackkkkk!
lol okay thats about it. i need to go to sleep now! bye folks!
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10:34 AM
I chose to love you in silence,for in silence I find no rejection
Quote of the day: -I chose to love you in silence,for in silence I find no rejection-
what a wise statement there. the hall light totally died midway through our chem paper and i could swear you could hear people rejoicing. but things could never seem to go totally wrong and i didnt freaking finish my paper though we were given extra time. plus lit gives you this weird kind of excitement, rly. like you'll be so absorbed in writing and you're competing against time.
oh. i just rmbed what else i need. A NEW PENCILBOX AND PURSE! its so hard to find one that's like my current one, the same material and all. i think i'll have to resort to buying it overseas, worse come to worst. and. my mum got pissed over the whole bag thing. which means no new bag for me D:
I HAVE NO LIFE MAN. MY LIFE REVOLVES AROUND ALL THESE KIND OF THINGS. D:
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